My Wish 1...

Everyone has things in their life they wish that they could change, and I am no exception to that. I have many things that could be changed. One thing I have always wanted to change was my relationship with my parents. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but I have always wanted mine to be better than what it is. I have never known my mother and father to be together or even like each other. When I was born they were still in high school and realized before I was born that they really shouldn't be together. I have lived my whole life with my parents in and out of the picture. I have never celebrated any holiday or bithday with a "normal" family. This has affected my life in many ways throughout the years more than my parents even think they know. I have always been insecure about how guys view me. I always strive to be that perfect girl, when I know I am not. This kills me. I want to be the perfect girlfriend in every way and get mad at my self when I am not. The only thing I know now is that I really dont ever want to put my children through the same thing. So my first wish is that my parents would have tried to stay together for me alomost 20 years ago.